In 31 days or less I will have two perfect and hopefully happy children. Then my child bearing days will be over. I have made this oficial. I can't wait to hav my body back so at least the sleep I do get albeit limited will be more comfy! Hope everyone is well on your end of the internet.

Ever hear that saying, take a picture it'll last longer?    Well apparently some ppl actually think its ok... When at hubbys dr appt, we got the normal stares giggles etc.. These two teenaged girls whipped out their phone right in front of their mother and started taking my pic while laughing making comments I suppose I was to "whatever" to hear or understand, all i could think to say is "well i hope it lasts longer". I literally had to hold hubby back.... What is pathetic is that i am so used to ppl being rude that i don't know how to respond anymore so i didn't. Hubby wanted to react but they WERE kids and he would have gone to far. i just was shocked that they did it or maybe its the fact that their mother who was sitting right there with their younger brother said nothing... Not sure what the world is coming to when it seems no one teaches acceptance or tolerance anymore. Oh & for the record it didn't make me feel any better them taking my picture. Kind of dirty really. Oh well life goes on...

Xanga has an iPad app! This will make updating much easier! This pleases me greatly especially since it is FREE!!!!
School : well apparently the powers that be have decided i am unworthy of attending my college any longer. Due to the craptastic situations I found myself in last term which lead to the advisor they assigned to me advising me withdraw to avoid crewing up my 3.8 GPA. following their advice screwed me over and they suspended my fin aid. Left me with two options pay out of pocket or appeal. They denied my appeal said I could have asked family for help etc.. So now my only option is to transfer to another school, turns all my transferable credits (which the same advisor claimed all my credits would transfer) only about 1/2 aprox will transfer, as long as most of the trasferable credits are math i don't mind repeating some of the other stuff! I will however shed big tears if my statistics class does not transfer. But my plan is to not give up and enroll at least part time next term at the college in my new town as I had been commuting the 45 miles one way for classes. The baby should be about 5 or 6 weeks old by the time the new term starts so if I take most of my courses online it will work out great!

Speaking of baby...
Baby will be here in about 40 days! I have most of the key essentials that he needs but I would be lying if I said that things aren't tight. Luckily I am not one of those moms that insist on everything being brand new. I will only insist on two brand new items for safety reasons. That would be a breast pump and a car seat. Those items must be new so that I KNOW they have not been abused. His crib etc will probably be used. I did get him a basinet new but at $40 it was a steal! Gotta love walmart sometimes lol. I am going to try to attach a 4 D image of baby Damien.

Family related:
Another long lost cousin has found me on facebook. Kinda cool I guess, we never really met but its still cool. Nina and hubby are very excited about baby naturally. Hubby is sadly no longer in school. After yet more sezuire issues which effect his memory his school (ITT) would not allow him to take a medical leave leaving him the option of go anyway & fail miserably or drop out. If he failed he would not have been able to return anyway. They didn't understand that he couldn't remember who his instructors were much less what classes he was in (as in location). Epilepsy sucks! So this made hubby decide college is obviously not for him. He does great in classes until he has seizure activity. He has decided he is going to look for a dishwasher type job that he can do in the evenings or nights. I did ask him to wait until after baby comes to go to work since its looking like quite possibly this will end in c-section since baby is breech still. If he doesn't turn I will require a csection and will need his help for at least a few weeks after delivery. We are hopeful baby will turn but no promises. We also figured it would be easier to get work if he didn't have to open the interveiw with hey i need a week or so off at the end of Feb.
My mother has decided she hates the name Damien. It sounds to much like Demon... I replied that Satan was already taken so Damien was our next best choice. I am not sure I have ever shut her up faster lol. I was greatly amused by this .
Nina is doing very well in school this year. All her grades are up, she is either at or slightly above grade level. 2's & 3's ( if you r familiar with that grading system). However she is in full fledged drive me fucking insane TEEN mode. Some days I want to throttle her but I don't as I am sure my own hormones don't help :-/.
Well now to attempt to add the pic and post this. I am using the app so if it doesn't work I will blame the app lol. Hope all is well on your side of the screen! I even added a recent Rudy pic!